lazy and confused

facebook vs Me!

I seriously don't know what to write now. I do have a lot of things that I want to write but at the moment I am not able to express anything. One of the reason to reboot this blog was to deactivate my facebook account. I feel I am spending too much of my precious time in facebook which I should have been utilizing in more fruitful way. It is not like that I don't have any hobby. I love sports and playing basketball is/was one of my favorite pastime. I have wanted to tone up my muscles as well. (Well, having a great body have a lot of advantages over girls.) And I have excellent excuse for not doing any of those activities. I have been slacking off a lot simply being lazy.

Come to think of it, i was not that lazy before. I always used to play basketball 5 days a week back home. But now I just think I am in Norway where internet is superfast. And voila I am glued to the computer in facebook and in watching movies. (By the way if you want to watch movie www.letmewatchthis.com is the best site that I have found.) Every night I sleep thinking from tomorrow I will do something creative, study and go to the gym. But I wake up late (always) and think that let me just check the updates in my facebook and then I will go out and go to the gym. And after browsing facebook I am tempted to stay more for half an hour more, one hour more and so on. And before I know it I am watching series. (Right now I am watching Prisonbreak and White collar which are great shows.) And the worst part is I am not even hungry. I am just in my room while the beautiful summer is out.

It is not like facebook is the "demon" and I am against it. It has helped me to network and relive moments with my long lost buddies. It is the "waiting for updates" that is taking all the time. I do think "waiting is wasting" and I am wasting my time more than actually doing something creative. After all Time is money; If you spend it all in one place, you won't have enough left when you need it. So, I tried to find online work for writing (www.scriptlance.com). Though it was a good experience but I did not succeed in getting any. And the bad side is my inbox is always full with email from the site. At first I used to check regularly but not seeing any results I have stopped to care. I need to be more patient. I guess there is nothing that I want to do other then wait. 

Tomorrow is a new day with new hope. I hope I can initiate some if not all. 

"Time is money. If you spend it all in one place, you won't have enough left when you need it."